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shesays...
Friday, November 30, 2007 ( 12:40 AM )
I've been questioning.
There's so many questions that needs to be answered.
There were times when I was questioned.
Questions. It's a big word. Really.
The questions playing in my mind -
1. Sex. Is it really a necessity?
2. Why engage in pre- marital sex?
3. Why don't people practice safe sex?
4. Where have all the moral integrity, and self-pride gone?
5. Do I have to engage in pre-marital sex, too?
6. Will I go against my principle, of abstaining myself from having pre-marital sex, when I have a boyfriend?
7. Am I losing out?
8. Am I being too patient?
9. Why am I always been taken advantage of?
10. Is it because I chose to brush all those hypocrites aside, and not confront them?
11. How am I supposed to face up to these hypocritical beings?
12. Am I a sexist?
13. Do I have something against the opposite gender? (I don't think so, cuz I LOVE guys. A LOT.)
14. Am I too choosy?
15. Am I not as good as I thought?
16. Am I ready for a relationship?
17. Or am I just in it for the fun of it?
18. Do I really need a boyfriend?
19. Boyfriend. A need, or a want?
20. Is there really such a thing as Friends with Benefits?
21. Is it harmless?
22. Why do I take pride in looking good?
23. Is it for myself? Or is it for people to look at?
24. Am I really that vain?
25. I think I'm fat. Or am I?
26. Why can't we be thankful for everything around us?
27. Why do we aim for perfection?
28. What's perfection, anyway?
29. Singlehood, or courtship?
30. Faithfulness = Boredom?
and the list goes on...
Why do I have these questions playing in my head?
Can't I just let go of these questions?
It is taking a toll on me.
SERIOUSLY.
I'm just so tired.
Tired of looking for all the answers to these questions.
I'm VERY tired.
God have mercy on my soul.
Lotza Lurrrve,
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