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Hello.

It has been a long time since we met. Yes? I shall update this little thing for my faithful fans. Heee.

Extra Marital Affair.

I don't understand. I really don't. If, extra marital affairs are bound to happen, why do you even decide to get married in the first place? Don't you think marriage is a tight bond, built on the basis of trust, and love? If it is, then, there should never be the term extra marital affair, because it would mean that married couples only have eyes for each other, and that they are already ready to be faithful to one another. Like what they usually say, till death do us part. Yeah, right. LOADS OF BULLSHIT. Well, maybe this till death do us part existed during our great-grandparent's era. But, is it practical in this era? witnessing every single thing that has been happening around me, I'll say, FRUCK IT. All talk, NO walk. So, might as well shut your frucking mouth. Don't talk to me about these faithfulness crap. Thank you.I appreciate your kind understanding.

I know him. I know her.

I love him. I love her, too.

So, shall I tell him, or should I not? There are numerous possibilities of what could happen if I do tell, and if I don't.

If I do tell...
I'll feel more relieved. I would say. At least, I've got this thing off my chest. But, what could be the outcome of it? They are happily married. For what? Nearly 20 years? Blessed with 3 beautiful children, who are growing up really fast. If I do tell him of her affair, it could be the end of this happy family portrait. However, the outcome could be positive. If he decides not to pursue it, forgive her, and continue on living with her, like how it used to be.

If I don't tell...
I will be cheating him, her, them, and myself. I don't like this feeling. AT ALL.

Why did she decide to have this extra marital affair? What could be the cause? I see them living very happily together. One of the most loving couple I have ever seen. Is it money? Sexual desires? I don't know.

You know, seeing all my closest friend being in love, makes me long to be loved. Having that special someone, there by your side, through thick and thin. Sharing all the good and bad that life could offer. All those phone calls at night. Those laughters. Those tears. Those fights. Those flirtatious disses. Those kisses. The feeling of being in love, loving, and loved. I miss it. I really do.

Dates. Dates. And, dates.

And, yes. I'm still single. And available, too.

Lotza Lurrrve,
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