Take off your shoes, please.

The D.Va

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Pemergian yang tiada kembali
Adalah sesuatu
yang tiada diduga, dan diingini

Ada kalanya
Kita terlupa
Akan sesuatu, atau seseorang
Dan alpa akan keistimewaannya
Segala apa yang dilakukannya
Di kala kehilangannya
Baharulah diingati,
Disesali

Di kala keheningan malam
Fikiranku melayang
Melayang kepada seseorang yang amat ku sayangi
Dan hargai
Beliau menyahut seruan Illahi lima tahun yang lalu
Pemergiannya
Tiada ku rela
Tiada ku ingini
Tiada ku duga
Mindaku meracau
Meracau tiada henti
Berduyun-duyun soalan bermain di benak fikiran
Soalan yang tiada jawapannya
Perasaan rindu, menggamit diriku yang kerdil

Kadang kala
Kita
Sebagai insan biasa
Leka
Leka terhadap keadaan di sekeliling
Sudah tiba masanya
Kita lebih prihatin
Kepada setiap satu keadaan, kejadian, mahupun insan yang lain
Sebelum sebarang malapetaka melanda

Senikata yang berikut ternyata amat indah. Buat santapanmu.

Faizal Tahir – Kasih Tercipta

Kasih hilang tiada bicara
Setelah cintaku kau puja
Rintihan rindu terus melanda
Redup cahaya oo hati lara

Bisiklah kiranya aku bersalah
Sedetik tersirat rasa
Kau cipta kasih yang kumiliki
Cintaku jujur selama ini..

Carilah aku dalam hatimu
Sayang sebutlah kau rindu
Hanya…pintaku
Kasihmu kekal setia
Usah biarku ooo terus terluka

Mesra suaramu…kini berbeza
Gagal sembunyi sedih
Kenangan lalu menusuk jiwa
Manis seindah berganti pedih
Ooo..kasih tercipta..
Ooo..carilah ku sayang

Carilah aku dalam hatimu
Sayang sebutlah kau rindu
Hanya…pintaku
Kasihmu kekal setia
Usah biarku ooo terus terluka

Pabila bersamamu..debaran
Darah arus mengalir cinta
Lahir selamanya
Berilah kucupan sayang
Biar terukir wajah..
Kasih tercipta..
Berilah kucupan sayang
Biar terukir wajah..
Kasih tercipta..

Ooo..kasih tercipta..
Kini kumengerti..
Walau berbisa..
Kurela kira kau bahagia…



Tight Like Spandex.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

Hello.

You don't have any idea how much a language lover I really am.

I love reading Berita Harian on fridays. There's always this column on Bahasa Melayu. And so, last friday, I learnt that, pencinta + bahas = pencinsa. Jadi, tidak salah jika saya katakan bahawasanya, saya ini seorang pencinsa. And then, yesterday, while watching Anugerah Juara Lagu, I learnt that dirgahayu means panjang umur, or long live. Wow! Language is just so amazing. And, please people. Learn to appreciate languages, especially your Mother Tongue language. That is the language you are born with. Appreciate it.

Aku adalah sang pencinsa.


Tight like Spandex.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

Bonjour.

I love French. I'm gonna learn French one day.

I watched the second telecast of Sinaran Hati in the morning. For ONE reason only. Anuar Zain. He sang one of my favourite, Ketulusan Hati. Gawd. There's just something magical about him when he sings ballads. His voice is made for ballads. It just touches you. Like, deeply. I've always been a huge fan of his. But, after that performance, I LURVE HIM MORE. And, at the age of 35 (somewhere there), he's still single? GAWD! I'm willing to be his lady. I lurve it when he reach those high notes. I would not mind having him serenade me over, and over again. I would want him to. GAWD.

So, my ideal guy would be - Johnny Depp + Matthew Bellamy + Anuar Zain + Jared Leto + Farid Kamil. Any takers? hah.


Tight like Spandex.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

Hello.

I think I'm very contradicting.

I've always said that Imperfection is Perfect. But, here I am, striving for perfection. This diet that I'm on, working towards the ideal, and perfect body that I desire. Doesn't that go against what I believe in? What am I thinking? G.A.W.D. Wake up, Ain.

Public Speaking has ended. Thank gawd. No more writing speeches needed. But I'll miss giving speeches. I love giving speeches. One of my fortes, I would say.

I miss you .BlueTable. peeps. Dah lama ehh tak lepak.

Heath Ledger is dead. I'm so numb to these kind of news. Hollywood actors deaths. It's either suicide, or drug overdose. So over-rated. What kind of examples are you guys? Do some self-reflection on yourselves, and be a better example for the youths, or the people who idolise you.


Tight like Spandex.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

BOO!!!

Muse IS Sex.

Been a fan of Muse since god knows when.

Matthew Bellamy. Chris Wolstenholme. Dominic Howard.

Matt leaves a tingling feeling in me. I'll date him anytime. He's one, hell of a sexy man.

Praying for Muse in Singapore.

Unintended
by Muse

You could be my unintended,
Choice to live my life extended,
You could be the one I'll always love.

You could be the one who listens,
To my deepest inquisitions,
You could be the one I'll always love.

I'll be there as soon as I can,
But I'm busy mending broken,
Pieces of the life I had before.

First there was the one who challenged,
All my dreams and all my balance,
She could never be as good as you.

You could be my unintended,
Choice to live my life extended,
You should be the one I'll always love.

I'll be there as soon as I can,
But I'm busy mending broken,
Pieces of the life I had before.

I'll be there as soon as I can,
But I'm busy mending broken,
Pieces of the life I had before.
Before you.



Tight like Spandex.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

BOO!!!

I think that all swear words should be banned from the face of this Earth.

I don't really get it why people actually use these vulgarities. Is it to express one's anger? Like " I don't give a s***!" Or, is it for some kind of emphasis? Like, for example, "it's f***ing great!". You see. There's an emphasis there. If it's just said as " it's great!", there's no anticipation there. Let's put in that extra word, like, "it's f***ing great!". You see the difference? It kind of give a greater impact to the listener.

Vulgarities are explicit. And, it can be offensive. And, it is pretty inappropriate for ladies to be cursing, and swearing.

Therefore, I feel that ladies should tone down on that. That, includes, yours truly.

I shall. I shall.


Tight like Spandex.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

BOO!!!

.BlueTablePeeps.
Aku rindu korang. Dah lama tak lepak. Next week okie? Seriously, aku rindu korang. I lurve ya'll.

I forgot how it feels like to love, and to be loved.

And I'm very lazy to go on dates.

And, I don't have to go to my GP. Thank god. I nearly went. And it's here. Thank god. Thank god. Alhamdulillah.

Fishtank tomorrow.


Tight like Spandex.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

Hello.

I'm sure all of you my faithful readers are missing me a lot.

It was jam&hop. There were a lot of people. I couldn't be bothered. There were three happy souls. Andi, Shagg, and Aiz. They were so funny. Very entertaining indeed. Have never seen them behaving that way.

At Simpang, we sat at a separate table. Syafiq, Siitee, and I. We had a very nice, heart-to-heart talk. It was something that I really needed. Thank you for listening to my complaints man, and woman. It's been a long time that I've talked to you, Syafiq. Like a really close talk. It was nice talking to you, as usual. Siitee, too. Girls talk, once in a while huh. We shall.

I'd like to thank Yanyan. You were there when I fell really hard. You were there when the going gets tough. You were there when I cried. I'm really thankful. We may not agree on the same thing at times, but, you were always there for me. I really appreciate it woman. !4 years of friendship. You are family.

Fik. Thank you for your encouragement. But, knowing me, being the stubborn little thing, I won't listen to anything, or anyone. Thanks for your concern, though.

My gfs are busy with their bfs. As long as you guys are happy. No, I'm not complaining. I miss you women.


Tight like Spandex.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

Hello.

I've got to admit that I've been depressed lately. And I'm not kidding. I'm serious. I think I need to seek professional help.

I have a hell lot of emotional roller-coaster. I just feel like breaking down. It's like I don't know what to do anymore.

I have always had a distorted image of my body. Growing up, I was a VERY fat kid. My mum was worried, and so, she made me go on diet from a very young age. Since then, I have been on numerous diets. I've lost count of them. I am never satisfied with my weight. And this weight journey has a lot of its ups, and downs. But, more often to the down side.

I have to confess. I have an over obsession with my weight. Weight bothers me. A LOT.

Right now I feel fat. In fact, I am fat. And this issue is such a sensitive issue. I just hate it when people talk about it. Stop talking about it already. I HATE IT!

Seriously, I cannot take it anymore. The pressure and the desire, and the obsession to be thin is just so high. It's taking a toll on me. It's pure suffering. Do you think I really want to be on diets? NO! I DONT! It's fucking painful. You get that? Refusing all the food, it's as good as dying. And it's been two months.FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. I'm fucking depressed. Why can't I just be born stick thin?

I've got no one else to blame, but ME.

I need professional help. But, it wouldn't do any good, I reckon. Fuck professional help.


Tight like Spandex.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

Hello.

To .DaPham.
Seriously, from the bottom of my heart, I still love all of you guys. I know that I have been spending less time with all of you. But, it's not because I no longer love you, or that sort. I have my reasons, and I feel that I shall not tell it to anybody so as not to make any situation worse. I hope you understand the situation that I am in. I miss those times that we've spent together. FOR REAL. I love every single one of you. I really do.

Stasis10 was the BOMB!
PEEPSHOW.
FISHTANK.
IVY'S VENDETTA.
B-QUARTET.
THE GREAT SPY EXPERIMENT.

And the people.

WHOA!

To Fandy.
When is a door, not a door?
When it is a-jar.
Hah.
Nice one Mr.

Come on people of the nation. SUPPORT LOCAL MUSIC.


Tight like Spandex.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

BOO!!!

A few days ago, I went to the library, and came across this particular book. It really caught my attention. On the cover of the book, was a man, that seemed so familiar. Very familiar. SIMON COWELL!

These are some of the quotes, that really interests me.

"Valentine's Day is my worst time of the year. I find the whole thing appalling. It's ghastly. That one night of the year that you have to be romantic. The teddy bears and the flowers- urgh! It's just a horrible thing. I find symbolic romantic things naff. I don't want to buy people flowers; I'd rather buy them a car. I'm not romantic, but I make up for it in other areas."

Gawd. Simon. Be mine. I don't mind not getting all those flowers. Just keep those cars coming.

"Nasty is sexier than nice."

Who wouldn't agree?

" I'm very interesting, and I'm enough of an egotist to be hinest about that."

Honesty counts, Mr Cowell.

" The only thing that makes me happy is money. If it could pour on me every day like a shower, I would lie in that shower for hours. I'm very motivated by money: I just love it."

I would want that, too. Let's just lie there for hours together.

How funny. The book talks about how they want the English people to start being rude again. Very weird.

Simon is the epidemic of rudeness. But, that sets him apart. It gives him that chsrismatic, sexy aura that each, and every lady adore.


Tight like Spandex.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

Hello.

Weird day today.

Met an auntie, who isn't our country native, but a Singaporean by citizen. She speaks funny. It has this kind of tone to it. Very melodic. She seemed not to understand the words coming out from our mouths. And neither could we understand her. She bragged on how she knows a big-time tycoon, and whatever that goes along with it. Well, did we seem interested? I don't believe so. We were so bored listening to her stories, as it has no use, or significance to our life, mine especially.

I'm starving myself these days. I have to lose weight. Like, URGENTLY. I don't care. Sorry, Ayah. I broke my promise.

Two months. Been two months. I don't want to go back to my GP again. I dread it.

Trust me. I'm tight as spandex. TIGHT AS SPANDEX.

Seriously, Ain have been very, VERY, naughty. Go figure. Hah...

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

BOO!!!

A whole new 365 awaits, unravelling a new chapter in life.

The best new year celebration, yet.

Andi, Azlie, Moo, Hakim, Aiz. How I wish the others were there, too.

The ocean breeze was like none other.

Not forgetting the show. FANTASTIC.



Naughty, naughty, Ain.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

Hear The Journalists Scream.

The Scandal Hunters.

The Past Which Moulds The Present.

I Am The Only D.va Around.