Take off your shoes, please.

The D.Va

BOO!!!

I'm a boxing addict now. Thanks to my dad.

I was on youtube, watching all those old videos of Muhammad Ali. THE GREATEST. His style of boxing is interesting. Somehow, it seems like he's dancing while boxing.

And, the dumbest thing I said to my dad. "Ayah, I didn't know that Ali is big. Like BIG."
"Ain, he's heavyweight. DUH??" Gawd. Slapped in the face. Got a taste of my own medicine. hah.

I think boxing is more interesting than wrestling. It is so much more real. But, whatever. I love both.

Thanks ah, ayah.


I love starving myself.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

Hello.

Somehow. Sometimes.

Time.
Time passes very fast.
Everyone is moving on so fast ahead.
It is almost impossible to catch up.

How I wish.
I wish that I could slow things down.
Turn back time.
And be there when changes were about to happen.

I miss.
Those times.
Those days.
Those people.


I love starving myself.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

Hello.

I'm so delighted. Production day went well, and it was a blast. Even though we felt SO tired after that. Post-production today. I hate post-production. How come we could not just press a button, and everything, such as, editing, colour correction will be done? And I thought technology is so advanced. Come on, someone out there, invent this button!

It was like a catch-up session for some of .DaPham. members just now. Nic-kee, Shahul, Fio-neh-neh, and yours truly. How fast time flies. It is amazing how much I was missing out during my absence. Everybody's moving on so fast. Sometimes it is just hard to catch up.

It's been a few months since I last ate rice. And so, I was at the canteen. And I think Nic-kee whips my appetite. Everytime I'm with him, I feel like eating. And so, he said he is like some anti-bulimic, anti-anorexic drive or something. Whatever Nic-kee. So, I had rice just now. Not much. I think it was too much for me to handle. After eating those oh-so-little rice, I just felt like throwing up. It's not on purpose kind of throwing up. But, seriously feel like throwing up. I still feel like I'm going to throw up. You know what? I cannot take it. Maybe I should just puke it out.


Tight like Spandex.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

Hello.

How have you been?

I'm not that well. Falling sick again. AGAIN!

Today is the day. The shoot. Yay! I'm so excited! Let's make things happen dudes and dudettes.

Looking forward to Thursday. Long awaited gathering. Yay!

I miss talking to him. I do.


Tight like Spandex.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

Hello.

It's amazing how many nostalgic songs we could generate in a couple of hours. From jiwang, hindi, to love songs. We were crazy. Yes, I'm talking about us, Siitee.

The war is not over. Behave little demons. You are the reason for the crumbling of good, and innocent souls. You are the dream crashers. You shall be prosecuted.


Tight like Spandex.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

Hello world.

World, GET OUT.

It seems like I have no significance in your lives anymore. I am long lost in your love infested minds. No news. No updates. No questions. Does our relationship even exist anymore? Does it even matter? Do you even care? I still care. But, it don't matter, does it? I'm getting tired of all these. You think I have all the time in the world to care so much about you, about what we shared all these years, and trying to maintain everything? Maybe it's time. Time for me to revert back to the old me. Maybe, I should be less sensitive towards everything else, and focus on me. Maybe, I should very well be selfish. Maybe, I should not care about anything anymore. Maybe.

Maybe.








Maybe.


Existence and co-existence.

i miss YanYan.


Tight like Spandex.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

Hello.

Yes. I have those little secrets that I don't tell nobody.

Seriously. The Gaffer who conducted the workshop today is so charismatic, and charming. Yes. I have a thing for mature men. So, what? It isn't wrong, is it? It's just this personal preference thing.

Yesterday, one of my great-grandaunt passed away. It was really shocking. I knew that she has been sickly. However, it just came as too sudden. She's gone. And I didn't get a chance to actually visit her recently, when she was sickly. I should have.

dahulunya
setiap hari aku bersamamu
melayari hari-hari
bahagia, mahupun tidak
engkaulah penawar hati
pengubat luka
tawa ketika gembira
menangis di kala hati gundah

masih ku ingat
betapa risaunya engkau
di kala ku dirundung pelbagai masalah kesihatan
namun
kau tetap tabahkan hati
dan memberiku perangsang
untuk meneruskan tiap-tiap hariku

namun
dek mamahan usia
dan detikan waktu
masa yang diluang bersama
kian berkurangan

janganlah disalah erti
bukanku melupakan dirimu
minda ini sentiasa tertanya-tanya
apa khabarmu di sana
tidak inginku sesali
sekiranya kau pergi terlebih dahulu
seperti suamimu
Embahku yang tersayang

aku amat merinduimu
Maknek


Tight like Spandex.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

BOO!!!!

Yay! Wak Yunos have resumed its business.

I was at Wak Yunos the other day, finishing up those satay that ayah ordered. Gawd. I missed those satay. And, so, as I was finishing up the peanut sauce, till the last bit, I put down the plastic bowl, and wiped my mouth. Then, I turned around. That was it. I saw him. That familiar face. That guy. That senior in my secondary school. That was him.

Farhan.

I had a crush on him back then. For a very long time. SERIOULY. But, he don't seem to recognise me anymore. That is so sad. He's still as charming as ever.

Farhan.


Tight like Spandex.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

Hear The Journalists Scream.

The Scandal Hunters.

The Past Which Moulds The Present.

I Am The Only D.va Around.