Take off your shoes, please.

The D.Va

Hello.

Fun. Fun. Fun!

It was Carmen, Mark, Nick, and yours truly. Zouk's mambo jumbo featured Mig Ayesa! Firstly, getting to see him, in person is GREAT! Next, taking a picture with him is HEAVENLY! Gawd. I was so star struck. I still am. MIG AYESA!!!

Then we headed to Phuture. RnB night or some sort. Nice songs. Dancing all the way. But, my foot hurt real bad. Spoiler. Stupid heels. But, its nice, though. Stupid bald guy. Horny gay. As though you're ready to pounce. DISGUSTING.

Carmen, you're friend is really cute. hah.


Saying a little prayer for you.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

Can somebody please tell me what the hell is happening to me?

Yesterday.

I was chatting away. With some new found friend. A gush of wind swept my face. SUDDENLY. Silence. Didn't think much about it. That was nearing three in the morning.

And so, I went to sleep.

Cold sweat all over. Bad dream. REALLY BAD. I brushed it off.

Around one in the afternoon, napping time.

Cold sweat all over. AGAIN. Bad dream. AGAIN. Twice. In a day. ONE DAY.

I don't feel like sleeping anymore. I'm afraid.

Gush of wind. Bad dreams. TWICE.

I have a feeling they're trying to tell me something. STRONG feeling.


Saying a little prayer for you.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

Hello.

By 21 Ain. 21.

I have two years more. By the end of it, I still think nothing's going to change. Two years is a short time. Nothing major can take place in that amount of time, can it?

Commitment. Commitment is a scary thing. Can I even?

.AinZulkifni. = commitment.

IMPOSSIBLE. Well, almost.

Two years, people. Two years.


Saying a little prayer for you.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

Seeing you in that state, it just hurts.

You said someone's name. I could not make it out. The sounds that comes out from your mouth is inaudible.

I want to know who.

I want to know who.

I WANT TO KNOW WHO.

Maybe, you will leave us peacefully after meeting this person. Tell me.

Tell me.

Please.


Saying a little prayer for you.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

BOO!!!

It was a hell of a day!

As usual, I came pretty late. But, that is expected, yeah? Little Miss Late. I waited for Nic-kee for nearly 45 minutes. You owe me doughnuts, my beloved chinaman brother.

Syaf's party. A lot of booze. DUH! Mingled with his friends. A crazy and funny bunch. Especially, when they were drunk.

I do not really know what happened, as I was "gone", too. I was rather high. A lot of funny stuff went on throughout the night. They said I was the chocolate girl. Shuddup guys. I actually slept in that rough conditions. I'm proud of myself. hah.

Thank you guys for looking after me during that "high" period. Love you guys. LOTS!

And, thanks Syaf, for making that night memorable for me.

HAPPY 20TH SYAF!

And did I mention that Naruepol Fairtex is hawt?


Saying a little prayer for you.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

I don't know why.

But, it seems like I can smell her every night. She's so distant, yet so near.

I forced it out of my throat. All of them out of my throat. I feel the satisfaction. I'm satisfied. I don't know why I'm doing all these to myself.

Actually. I'm drained. I'm worried. I'm sick. I'm a mess.


Saying a little prayer for you.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

I was there. I witnessed everything.

It just plainly hurts.

Hurts real bad.

Why must she suffer?

I want to end her suffering.

I'm drained.

Emotionally drained.


Saying a little prayer for you.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

The unknown. Whatever the future holds. Whatever that will happen.Whoever that is going to go. Whoever that is going to leave. I'm afraid of that, all.

Setiap detik yang berlalu
Ku diselubungi perasaan takut, dan gentar
Apakah yang akan berlaku dalam masa yang terdekat ini?
Adakah ia sesuatu yang menggembirakan?
Ataukah ia akan berakir dengan suatu tragedi?

Angin malam bertiupan sepoi-sepoi bahasa
Langit gelap meyelubungi hari
Tangisan mengalir bagaikan sungai yang deras
Telah ku cuba untuk menghentikannya
Namun, ia tetap mengalir
Bagaikan darah yang alirannya tiada henti

Melihatmu
Terlantar di situ
Tiada bermaya
Hatiku bagaikan ditusuk sembilu

Jangan tinggal daku, Maknek
Aku tidak ingin kehilanganmu
Aku amat menyayangimu.

Jangan tinggalkan diriku.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

BOO!!!

DANE COOK!!!

Gawd. He's one funny guy.

He was doing this stand-up comedy on Why Women Win Fights. And, he started off with, I quote " You are mind terrorists. You are brain ninjas." What the hell! That are some very innovative, creative terms. And he went on, and on, and on with all those funny stuff. And whatever he said, its always almost true. And I believe that is what that makes everything funny. Everyone can identify with them.

I would very much love to date him.

And, you got to check this out. It is serius-ly funny!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TVdgq0iFLP4


We are mind terrorists. We are brain ninjas.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

BOO!!!

Yesterday was bags of fun! At long last, after a long time, I got to go out, and chill with Nick, Tara, and Fik (also known as Feeko Zeeko). hah. We went to Arab. I still cannot have enough of the bhai's teh tarek. It is the BEST! And it only cost 70 cents.

Then, went to arcade. I was like, "What the hell? I don't go to arcades!" However, everything changed when I got there. It brought back those childhood memories of my dad, and I.

I WANNA GO TO ARCADE AND PLAY!!!

Changes. In life, I feel that we have to accept the fact that changes takes place, constantly. And sometimes, we just have to understand that, somethings just cannot be the same anymore. Adapt to that, and move on. Just MOVE ON. Don't get your head stuck in that old place.


I love starving myself.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

Hear The Journalists Scream.

The Scandal Hunters.

The Past Which Moulds The Present.

I Am The Only D.va Around.