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The D.Va

And, so, I've finished reading The Secret World of Johnny Depp. Started reading on Freddie Mercury. For those of you, who don't know, he's the frontman for the band, Queen. A victim of AIDS, he's still a living legend to many.

Before I completely put Mr Depp's bio aside, I'd want to share some quotes in the book, that I find, really, really interesting, and I identify with. Somehow.

These are said by my one & only, Johnny Depp.

'I don't want to know who's hot, who's not, who's rich, who's poor, who's successful, who's just, you know, taken a dump. I don't care. I don't want to know any of it.'

'In my high school, there were different classes of people: The Jocks, The Smart Kids, and The Rednecks. Then there were The Burnouts. None of the girls wanted to hang out with me. I was just, you know, a kind of weedhead - a weird kid.'

What the hell? I'd definitely hang out with you.

'I know it sounds strange, but I've never really had much ambition. I never really wanted to be an actor or a director. I was a musician and still am. The other stuff just happened.'

'With any part you play, there is a certain amount of yourself in it. Otherwise,it's just not acting. It's lying.'

'Since I was a teenager I've been afraid of being a loser, a guy with no talent or ambition. No matter how much money I've made as an actor, I can't seem to get rid of this image of myself as a white trash loser.'

'I've always been attracted to losers. I've never played the Hollywood game just for the sake of winning. I do what I want and, if it works within my career, great. If not, fuck it. I won't be a slave to success.'

'This girl I dated when I was a teenager, she had an Angora sweater. When we broke up, I was upset, but not about her. It was the sweater.'

'I've never liked being in the public eye. It makes me feel uncomfortable. I'm not really interested in glitz. I prefer to live a life filled as much as possible with unusual experience.'

'There's nothing worst than someone who considers themself a serious actor, because an actor is essentially a liar.'

'I'd like to have the opportunity to keep working. I'm still a little shocked that I keep getting gigs, keep getting jobs. I feel very fortunate, very lucky, that people still hire me.'

'I'm not sure I'm capable of leaving behind a personal message. But if I did, I hope it would be that it's okay to be different from the crowd. In fact, it's really good to be different from the crowd, and that we should really question ourselves before we pass a judgement on someone who is different to us.'

'If anything, mine has been a career of failures. I think I'm getting all this attention right now because people feel sorry for me. I'm an underdog. Other actors look at me and think, that poor bastard is still hacking away at it.'

'As an actor i think you owe it to the audience to try something different each time. It is important to keep exploring. If you keep doing the same old thing, it is like Thursday, Friday, Saturday - meatloaf. I just try to do different things each time. Frankly, it's a miracle that I keep getting jobs.'

Extracted from The Secret World of Johnny Depp by Nigel Goodall.

Mr Depp has this very weird, unique sense of humour, which really cracks me up.

hah...

Quick update.

I really don't see the point of dating anymore. It, kind of, lost its meaning - to me. And somehow, I feel like I've been acting really cold towards the male species around me. Maybe, it's due to the insecurities, regret, and angst within me. I don't know how much time it needs, to heal. I won't be dating till it heals. That might be a long time.


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