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Saturday, June 14, 2008 ( 6:15 PM )
An emotional roller-coaster ride. That is what it has been like these days.
It's like being caught between two handsome, and charming guys, and left with that feeling of helplessness.
I don't tell it to nobody. The people that I trust most seems to be so busy, that they have no time to even give me a listening ear, or a shoulder to cry on. I kind of wondered, maybe I shouldn't be there for them when they need me. It's pretty much one-sided. I'm always there for them, but, they are not there for me, when I really need them. And, no, I'm NOT bitching. Just trying to let it all out, and not keep it bottled up. It's fucking painful thinking about it.
You may say that you're busy, and that you're sorry. Has it ever crossed your mind that I'm pretty much busy myself? And, no matter how busy I've been, I've always spared time for you, to listen, and to make you feel all better?
UNDER-APPRECIATED.
Lost faith in relationships. After the recent break-up, I've lost faith in guys. Guys are pretty much nothing, but jerks. Well, maybe it's just the guys that I date. WHATEVER. Guys are jerks. Full stop. Not been dating since the break-up. Not intending to give any chances to anybody, as well. What's the point of dating when I intend NOT to get married?
Why can't I just be stick thin like those runway models, and celebrities? If I were like them, I'll be just fine. I wouldn't have this problem of eating disorder. You think I want to? FUCKING HELL I DON'T. Do you know how much emotional turmoil this has caused? It plainly SUCKS.
I feel like I've been cold towards some of my beloved guy friends these days. It's just because of the recent break-up. If you guys are reading this, I just want to apologise. I know it shouldn't affect our friendship, but, it just does, in some ways. I love every single one of you, and I cherish our friendship. Maybe, time will heal all these. Hopefully.
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