Take off your shoes, please.

The D.Va

Yes, you leave me breathless with that voice of yours.


20th of December.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

G.A.W.D.

I need some peace around here. If you disrupt the peace and tranquility of this neighbourhood, I swear I'm going to scream my heads off you.

DEAD SERIOUS.

Annoying illiterate morons.


20th of December.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

My sister slipped and fell, and she hurt her head. Pretty badly. Its of her own stupidity. And, now she's paranoid.

I'm worried. DUH! It seems like I don't really care when she tells me of her paranoia. But, dude, she's my baby sister. Of course I worry for her.

Really, really stupid.

PLEASE LEARN FROM YOUR LESSON MY DEAR SISTER.

Gawd...

And, yeah, he's a fashiontard.


20th of December.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

Currently, I'm contented with life. I really am. And, I'm very happy now.

However, I'm having a HUGE & SPLITTING headache as I'm planning to cut bangs. But, which kind?

Here are some references. Give me some feedbacks yaww.

hah...















Ok, honestly, I'm in lurve with Heidi Klum's, Nelly Furtado's, and Rachel Bilson's.


20th of December.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

Ola kala.

All's well.


Ola Kala.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

Woke up this morning, seeing a serving of potato salad greeting me at the dining table. Didn't intend to touch, nor eat it, though. And, then my mum came to the kitchen, saying that she prepared that especially for me.

How could I have the heart to ignore that. It was so sweet of her. Really. Well, yeah, she's worried for me. Bones are sticking out here and there.

Then, there was this sudden surge of disappointment. Sadness. Depressing thoughts. I called ibu to accompany me to Coffeebean, where I had some Toblerone Cheesecake. That did it. I was happy once again.

We had a heart-to heart talk. I'm so proud of ibu. She's one strong woman. Independent. Beautiful. I adore her for whatever she did. She is one SUPERWOMAN.


Te echo de menos.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

Been working out intensively. Sweating it out like there's no tomorrow. I feel the satisfaction from it. But, it's always not enough.

Barely, eating enough. It's not as if I care.

Fatigue engulfs me.

If I just drop dead, you should know why.

You're one confused guy. Is there really a need to punish me like this?


Yo todavía te amo.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

You, taught me the meaning of love.
For once, I thought this would be everlasting.

You, taught me the meaning of companionship.
For once, I thought I'll have someone to catch me whenever I fall.

You, taught me the meaning of faith.
For once, I thought you mean it when you say faith will keep us going.

You, taught me the meaning of bliss.
For once, I thought that not all men are jerks.

You, taught me numerous things that I've been looking for.
You, made me believe in love.
You, treated me like a princess whenever we're together.
and...

You, made me wait.

You told me to wait, as you are coming back for me.
You told me to wait, as you love me so.
You told me to wait, as there's no other girl that you give a shit on.
You told me to wait, as I'm the only girl you're putting up with.

I waited.
And, I'm still waiting.
Till the day you lied to me, and made my heart crumble.

How could you, when you promised me all these?
How could you, when I loved you so deeply?
How could you, when I missed you oh so dearly?
How could you, when I actually am waiting for you?

How could you, when I really, really, really loved you so?

How could you?
How could you?

Do you know how much heartbreak you've caused?
Do you know how much I suffered in silence just for loving you so deeply?
Do you know how much I tried to be as understanding as I could for you?
Do you know that you are the first guy I ever, really loved?
Do you know how much that means to me?

I loved you.
And, I'm still in love with you.
It's hard to get over you.
Because you are.. just because.
It's hard to let you go.
It's hard to back out of this relationship.
Because, I have so much faith in us.

It's hard to let go.
It really is.
I'm still loving you.

And it pains me when you said you lovedme.
And that I was in your heart.

It shattered my heart to pieces.

You cause this pain in my heart.
You are the cause of this sadness.

But.. i aún te amo.


i aún te amo.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

It's over between us.


Happy.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

I lurve you.

But, you don't seem to care.


-

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

I am impossible.

I know that.

I wouldn't be if you are completely honest, and chose not to lie.

I cannot compromise. That's one of my traits.

When it's you and me, we go my way.

Impossible, I am.


The other girl.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

Ouh. So she's in LA, too.

And, that's the reason for your missing texts.

I guess you're still not over her. Maybe, it's better you get it on with her, and end it with me. Everybody's gonna be happy. I wasn't wrong when I said "it's all about her..."

Disappointing it is.


-

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

Well. What can I say.

When you're fat, people will say something about it. When you lose those weight, they'll still be talking about you.

Everybody's entitled to their own opinions. But, at least, spare a thought for the person going through it. If you think losing weight is an easy job, why don't you try it out yourself? Just losing this one, or two more kilos, is hell.

I admit. I believe I'm suffering from some kind of psychological disorder. And, what you've been saying, all those harsh words, it's of no help. I'm trying very hard here to correct all my flaws. But some are hereditary. What can I do if it really cannot be rid of?

Believe it or not, I am affected by whatever you say. About my body, that is. Somehow, I'd appreciate it if you will just try to be nice by shutting up.

Thank you very much.


20th of December.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

This text cracked me up early in the morning.

*phone vibrates*
I opened the text message.. and it says..

"I fucking love u aingel."

and then...

"you know what, just replace that with a really. sorry."

ahah...

I was laughing my ass off when i received both texts.

He made my day early in the morning.


20th of December.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

Armageddon never fails to make me cry.

It just did.


20th of December.

Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.

Hear The Journalists Scream.

The Scandal Hunters.

The Past Which Moulds The Present.

I Am The Only D.va Around.