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Take off your shoes, please.
Welcome to the glamorous world of .AinZulkifni.
By giving your consent to enter, you are going to get trapped
in all the paparazzis and scandals that is surrounding
YOURS TRULY.
It's INEVITABLE.
The D.Va
.AinZukifni.Lurves.
Family.
Friends.
Chocolates.
Music.
Bad Boys.
Musicals.
Fashion.
Fragrances.
Shoes.
Hair.
Honesty.
.AinZulkifni.Hates.
Cats.
Foul smells.
Hypocrites.
Food.
Disrespecfulness.
Inpunctuality.
I LURVE MYSELF.
shesays...
Sunday, September 27, 2009 ( 11:26 AM )
Dat is da third, and last chance.
Now, GET DA FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE.
You just proved my point right - every single guy in this world, are such jerks & assholes.
FUCK YOU & FUCK YOUR SWEET NOTHINGS.
I'm just this stupid girl who keeps taking you back. And I know dat I'll always get heart-broken after every single time.
I'm just a ____ to you.
A fucking ____.
I never learn.
Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.
shesays...
Monday, September 14, 2009 ( 11:48 PM )
You called me.
You started asking me stupid questions, which were of no basis, nor use.
And you demanded an answer.
Wad a difference would my answer mean, really?
You had me, and you decided to treat me like trash, so why da questions? Why all these regrets?
You told me to move on when you broke my heart, and made me cry in front of those passerby's at da beach.
So wad else is there really?
You already broke my heart in a million gazillion pieces.
You think it's dat easy to put it all back together, and make everything all right?
"Will you say yes, if I want you back?"
And I answered, "No. It's true when you said dat we're still young, and dat we should venture."
"I just felt my heart break."
Oh really? Then did you know how much u fucking made my heart break when you told me it's da end of us? Did you even care?
You don't even know how many nights I actually cried over you. It's da fucking first time I cried for a guy. I felt like a loser.
You said you're always sure about da decisions you make. I guess you're not for this one. Da fact is, you're just a confused soul, boy.
You're a confused soul, boy.
But, yes, I lurved you.
I lurvED you.
And you say you're gonna disappear from my life now.
Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.
shesays...
Friday, September 11, 2009 ( 7:39 AM )
You called me.
You were emo.
You called me by some other name, by accident.
Or is it?
You need to keep your life straight.
I saw through you last night.
Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.
shesays...
Thursday, September 3, 2009 ( 9:43 PM )
A few weeks back, I dreamed of Embah. He brought me to buy some cloth.
I woke up, feeling weird.
A few days back, I called Mami Jun.
And she told me of da condition of da grave.
I understand now. Da dream, he was trying to tell me something.
I dreamed of Maknek, too.
And in dat dream, she was really mad at me. She didn't say nothing. But, I knew, she was mad at me. REAL mad.
I feel like da most unfilial, useless, and worthless great-granddaughter in da whole wide world, really.
I've only visited Embah's grave once. And I have yet to visit Maknek's.
Tell me. How unfilial, and worthless, of a great-granddaughter I am.
I miss you Embah, Maknek.
Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.
shesays...
Tuesday, September 1, 2009 ( 8:05 PM )
I can't bear to sacrifice family time.
They are my everything.
How?
Lotza Lurrrve,
.AinZulkifni.
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